Thursday, March 30, 2006

Did you lose yourself somewhere out there? Did you get to be a star?


I am currently round Pig's, listening to the Goo Goo Dolls, and it feel so great to finally be reunited with my long-missed friends.



Today was surprisingly fun, I know what I'm feeling now. And I feel bad about it, but I can't help the way I'm feeling. It's worse for me, but I don't want it to be bad...
I have the best interests at heart.

It's lonely where you are come back down...please, come back down.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Pump it...louder!

I knew that my cello player would see me this morning. The text and enthusiasm to see the picture of the gollywog surprised me. He always manages to do that. I love it.

I felt like I have socialised a considerable amount today., I love those looks I get off that tall, dark and rather delicious stranger. It's so crazy how everyone can see it too, they must be so jealous.

I told my philosophy teacher that I thought arrogance was a vice. I only said this to spite the guy who has stolen my love. Although, it now appears, that my love has turned out to be of arrogance himself, which is not what I thought of him when we first exchanged words.

It's funny how things turn out; I've been waiting to poo all day long, literally all day, I'm home now, and have been for 2 hours, and still haven't been.

I'm surprised about the lack of turtle head...

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Now touch me babe, can't you see that I am not afraid?

So, a night of attempted sleep, which was failed, miserably. I have now returned home with a titanic list of things to do. I will start off with a nice few hours of blissful sleep, this is always good for my amazing imagination to think of the most beautiful things in the world. Such as those gorgeous males you see walking around college, completely oblivious to your deepest, inner most thoughts about them.
When I wake, I shall put my cd on loud, and allow Pete Doherty's great and dance-causing melodies to play loudly throughout my house, forcing my father to listen to the works of a heroin addict who his youngest daughter is completely overwhelmed by.
I shall dance and tidy my room as I do so, to make it a nice environment for the next action...
To write about all my beautiful creations! Yes, Graphic Design coursework is due tomorrow. It should be quite easy.
I shall then do my law homework to the best of my ability, after getting a "U" in the exam, I think I should start putting more effort in. But hey, it was the highest "U" in the class...It seems like pretty easy work, so should be rather easy and not time-consuming. I shall then have a bath, so I am clean. I will then arrange my things for tomorrow, and sleep deeply whilst thinking about that gorgeous college guy again...

What a great day this shall be. And, I have found some great new songs.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free

I am so bored. So uninspired. I've got no thoughts to build upon. No guys to build thoughts upon. I feel emotionally drained.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I'm back on the block like a man on the street

So. Today was the first day in a while where I have been so the opposite of happy! I think I got the negative vibes from my dream that I had the previous night. Also, the bang on the head on the bus was not only embarrassing, but a little hurtful...

I got a U in my law exam, that sucks...but what can you do? I've got no guys on the scene. I feel like the fattest single girl in the world, and that's a horrible feeling. But, Adam's party...