One is the lonliest number that you'll ever do...

I reached the grand age of 16 just fine...
The er...15 year old Jess didn't get a very good send off, but who cares? She's gone now...as is all her memories.

That's right. I'm anaemic, damn my spelling...I meant amnesia.

When I was like...13 or 14 I saw people say how much they loved celebrities. Apart from my 3 beauties (John Rzeznik, Chester Bennington and Justin Hawkins.) I thought they would be the only ones I cared about...

But I was wrong...

My 3 husbands have multiplied into 5 (Brandon Flowers and Brian Molko). I also like Kevin Spacey, the dude from Jet and Johnny Depp.

But it will never happen...and I've got to remember this.

I remember the phase of "Adam Garcia". Everywhere you turned you would hear about him, I never actually knew he was, until this weekend.

I was watching Coyote Ugly, and I had to keep my self from throwing punches at the tv screen because I fell in love with the character of Mr Donnell. There might be an "o" there somewhere...
Oh well...

Anyway...like all obsessed teenagers would do, I looked for his name in the credits. And there it was...

Adam Garcia.

I'm trying to give up on all these causes, but it's when you think up memories about them, you really want to make them real...and I did not just say that!

Well it's really early in the morning, 10:35 to be exact. I've got the dentist at 2:30, so I'm gonna "hit the shower" before then, then I'm gonna...see if I can go to Pigs, then I'll do my food coursework there.

Good planning Jess. See/speak to y'all soon
Toodlepipx

I've just realised what I'm facing.

Goodbye immaturity, hello puberty!

Will this be the last time I can call Toby a codfish whilst listening to the monster mash?

This will be the last time I post as a 15 year old!

Next time I will be legal to have sex and buy fags...

Damn I'm so cool...

So yeah; With less than 4 days away till I turn into a weirdo...I'm not at school due to coughing up blood and having severe pains in my lungs...

I'm just gonna make this quick, life is rather boring nowadays, no one meets up anymore and it's kinda like this:

Pig - Round Craig's...with Nips
Tab - Round Jimmy's...with Jess

And considering they're basically the only two I like to hang out with....it sucks! I was with Jess B last night though, that was pretty funny. I am hanging out with Corrine quite alot though, i just don't wanna be with her when she's texting people all the time, I know it sounds rude but I feel embarrassed for her.

Well I'll just write down what's been saved on my phone and then I'll be off.

This Way - Kanye West...A song I wanted to download, and did.

4:39:09...My counter on my phone, telling me how long I've spent ringing people...

number 15...A song on Corrine's cd, I didn't know what it was called though so I can't download it.

Mr king : There's classes still working, be quiet
Richard Shearing: Lets shout through the corridors!...I found this hilarious

Galvanize - The Chemical Brothers...A "top" tune that I had to download, and have done, and now listen to constantly...

one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do...the lyrics to a song on an advert. The song is called One by Harry Nilson. I downloaded that also :)

Well, I'll leave you with a nice song...

My Lullaby, hung out to dry
What's up with that?
It's over...
Where are you dad?
Mum's lookin' sad
What's up with that?
It's dark in here
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believingI used to
My mouth is dry, forgot how to cry
What's up with that?
You're hurting me...
I'm running fast, can't hide the past
What's up with that?
You're pushing me...
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believingI used toI used to
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling on the floor
Why, bleeding is believing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling to the door
Why, bleeding is believing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you falling on the floor

I wonder what song that could possibly be? Take care folks, I'll talk to you when I'm legal x