Good love and protection.

This weekend has been mondane and normal.

Friday: Went round Mon's and remained sober (but nowI have kissed my first dick!)

Saturday: Went round Mon's, then went babysitting until 3 in the morning, hey! There's £30!

Sunday: Woke up late, went to Pig's and watched loads of films.

I should be having a bath tonight, although Jacob has decided to break the light switch, which means I've either got to wash in the dark or be romantic with myself by lighting some candles (thanks for the idea, Keirah)

I was thinking as I sat on the toiler earlier, how soft the toilet paper was, I think it's because I couldn't see, so because I was deprived of one...shit what's it called? Senses! Yes! Because I was deprived of having light sense, I felt more...

And that's the story of that folks!

Well yeah, school tomorrow...WOOHOO

Toodlepip x

Good Luck!

Today's been not so bad actually!

Woke up at what I thought was 8:15...but then I got ready, about 10 minutes later I looked at the clock again and it was 8:11...

So I think I better go see an optician

Walked to school, got there, no one else was there!

First lesson was science, it was quite fun, business was boring and i.t was alright.

After that I went down Lettie's and we played on Point Blank for ages :D Sooo addictive!

At 5 I got a lift to Safeway and walked home from there, I've just edited my site, check it out:

http://chickengal192.mysite.wanadoo-members.co.uk

Well yeah, I'm home now blaring my Basement Jaxx...

Toodlepip for now :D xxx

Never ask your tutor what they think of your breasts...

Today I was at college, it was boring as usual. I was just really excited about Tab coming. When she did I introduced her to all the retards in my class.

At 2:30 it was our interview, I had my personal interview with Rosemary, and as she already knew me she wasn't really sure whether I should be on the course or not, due to the title of this blog...

Yeah...I act in an inappropriate way...

But yeah, basically I've been accepted but if my behaviour goes shit, I won't be allowed on the course. I'm waiting for my interview date from the photography course that I wanna take, then I'll decide which one to do.

After, Tab's dad picked us up and embarrassed me so much! We went into Comet and her dad told all the stuff how I'd just came out the closet about being a lesbian, and that I have a hairy back, but I use the razor for other things...the conversation ended with him telling them that he was a transexual...

I'm now over Mon's with a banging headache. I'm completely bisotted (sp?) with Rob...damn...

Toodlepip for now x

P.S!!!

Mr King waved to me today <3

There was a random woman picking up dead bluebells :

And there was a boy on a bike who rode past me and did the crazy frog :D

Ooh oo

Well todays been quite good.

I woke up early, and was still thinking about the same person that I had been thinking about before I slept, and when I slept. I had a shower, it took me half an hour to do my hair :

Well yeah, walked to school ( I actually love walking by myself listening to music...I try to move to the beats...)

I got to school, did maths then went home :)

I came home and did all the booklet thingys, then had a laugh with Tab, met her, went to Bude and bought Basement Jaxx's album.

Went to Pig's, then got called home early because it's my sisters birthday today and I have to babysit...

Well I must leave now

Toodlepip xxx

Sing along and it might just get you through...

I actually love the song Pulp - Common People. The lyrics are so sarcastic!

This weekend has beens hit. Ooh, best bit of song <3

Friday; went to Mon's, walked home by myself

Staurday; fell out with Tab and Sam, went to the castle, saw Corrinpoo, Luc, Jade and Amy. Me, Pig, Joel, Paul, Craig, Anna and Rosie went to Bude Junior school, Craig went home then Joel and Paul went somewhere.

Me and Pig were left with the girls and it was really awkward and silent. The girls left, the boys came back, Pig randomly spewed, then we went to the beach to see Tab, Jess, Mon and Sam.

I tried my best to fix things...but Jess and Tab were being rude and sat on a bench which was probably the furthest away they could get from me. Sam was being sweet. I just wanted to break down into tears but no one understands what it's like for me.

They all think I'm a weirdo with fucked up mood swings who always takes it out on them, but I can't help it! All I needed was a hug and not to be by myself...

Well me and Tab went to Somerfield to get everyone a drink, then my alarm went off so I walked to Gina's to babysit.

I ended up spending the night in Joseph's bed watching Spongebob Squarepants, I was almost falling asleep, until he started to lie down and I thought; Gina comes in...I'm a paedophile.

So I left him to sleep and watched this thing on cosmetic surgery.

Gina came back around 2, with quite a fit guy! But hey....I just went out with MoMmI in her sexy glasses and went home.

I slept, today I went round Pig's and have had a really good day! I've been chatting to all my favourites, like Rob, Del and Perry.

I'm not just saying that because you're gonna read this Del :P

I'm gonna be an art student :D

I'm sooooo excited! Well yeah...I better go help Pig find a film to watch as he looks ever so bored and I've stolen his computer for so long now...

Toodlepip xxx

Anyone will do tonight

School was shit.

It always is.

Went to Lettie's we took photos.

Went to Pig's, Tab told me bad news and I'm pissed off so much right now.

Why are there people who get everything?

Rah...goodbye

You bleed just to know you're alive

Well...I'm at college after the waking up early, witnessing Corrin getting onto the bus with a faulty buspass and generally staring out the window.

Yesterday was quite fun actually. I thought that Corrin and I were gonna stay in, but we went out and met Amy. It was quite a laugh and there was many near-death experiences. We were walking to Spar so Amy could urinate when Steveo pulled up.

I have heard so much about this geezer, and now I had finally met him! I told him my name was Julie, I only lived on Tuesdays and that I fancied him.

We got on quite well :). Usually I can't get on with older guys as they have no sense of humour (damn you) but after the drawings of retarded elephants, fishes and platypusses (sorry for my stupidness spelling woo) I decided that he was actually hilarious, and he even joined in with some crazy hand dance.

Well yeah, we soon returned home and watched No Angels, quite good actually. When Corrin had gone to sleep, Danni and I watched this sex on the beach thing, and we've decided we want to go clubbing and get laid!

Yes, well I better leave now, got Health and Social Care stuff to do...

Love you Tab, Toodlepip xxx

School is so cool

Well back to school we go...

No I am not a fan of Dizzee's new track...

Today went fast actually, I've got over embarrassment over everything I guess, which is good as all my trousers reveal my underwear someway...todays pair: Big hole in the crotch area.

After me and Tab met Luke, Pj and Connor...it was er different; that is all I will say about that!

When I wasn't in the correct state of mind I started thinking...why do I greet people with hugs? Yes...I love being in a thoughtful mood, makes you think about things :P

It's 11:00 p.m and I'm ever so tired, had a coffee to wake me up this morning, gotta wake up earlier tomorrow aswell as I want to be early enough to meet Tab before she gets to school...no reason whatsoever :P...

Yeah I'm sooo not telling.

Gotta go toodlepip xxx

Aquarius

As Tab's dad is kinda physchic (can't spell) he has loads of books on Starsigns and stuff.

From these I have discovered that all Aquarians are:

Eccentric
Individual
Unpredictable
They wear bright clothes
They don't show affection
They take care of close friends

I'm am NOT any of the above, maybe I was adopted...and changed my birthday.

Over Mon's now, must continue grabbing his bollocks

Toodlepip for now xxx

I want a good girl...she want a gentleman

Ah...there's the sigh of good old bov.

Air stayed over mine Tuesday, it was his birthday and I would not accept the fact that he would spend it by himself, damn you and your shit friend skills Pig.

So...at around 10 we actually left to go to my house, when we got there he said hello to my sister Karen, she gave him two johnnies (we love that). We then started to watch 13 Ghosts...or is it 13th Ghost? Oh well...

He soon produced bov for that, so we ended up watching home videos of me and Tab, that soon got boring so we watched The Friday Night Project. It was the one when Pat Sharpe was the mystery celebrity in the sex scene. After that we just decided to watch Malcolm In The Middle.

We did this until 5 o'clock in the morning.

At 8, I was quite pleased to find myself awake...we watched Fireman Sam, but my eyes needed to be closed.

We then had small intervals of sleep, but finally managed to sleep until 12. When I woke up that time I turned over and shouted to Air: "You managed to sleep then"

He loved it.

I walked to Pig's...and then here comes back the mondane life.

But yeah, I spoke to an old contact (who had been deleted)...he kept interrupting my game of solitaire showdown (not a good idea) so I kept giving him shit. I then realised that it was the fitty from Faceparty.

So then I started playing with him, and it pissed me off because he didn't move one card "I don't know what to do".

Well the night came to an end, so I deserted him. It was a happy and fun filled conversation...

Why don't you buy it *cheesey pose*

I've had soooooo much fun doing my art coursework! I'm so sad! But hey...I do fuck all drawings because I'm doing a collage. Just loads of photos to stick, random things that make me up, lyrics are scribbled...it's just making a personal log book about what makes me tick ;)

Well. I'm going to wait for Pig to either return Tabby's call or jus come online...

Toodlepip

P.S Kanye West - Never Let Me Down (Number 8 on album)

I've got a bad feeling about this

I'm really pissed off about Jose.

(For Jenn, so she knows why)

We were like seeing eachother occassionally, he didn't come in one night...then suddenly he's got a new bird.
He says:

He still likes me (apparantly)
He won't cheat on her (I wouldn't of anyways)
He won't finish with her

So...that's really pissed me off. Guess I didn't think I liked him as much as I actually do...

Just another waste of a friendship now.

God... I really need to cry, otherwise poor old Tab will have to suffer with the consequences.

Why does everything I want have to be stopped?

Goodnight guys, I need a fag :(

I'm just trying to find a decent melody, a song that I can sing, my own company...

Last night we babysat on a Saturday night.We did it from 8:45pm until 1:30am. After, we started walking in the direction of my house, but then we decided to stayout a little longer.So we walked to the direction of the castle, looking for people. We didn't find anyone. We went to the canal and phoned almost everyone on my phone, just so that they would meet us. Our only response was from Nips, in Marhamchurch (a town roughly 2 miles away from Bude (where I live))So we decided to walk up there, we went the cycle path way...and I kinda led us to half way to Marhamchurch, then took a wrong turn and ended back in Bude...But anyway...in the end we got to Marhamchurch, after being chased by the people coming out of the pub, we finally made it to Freya's house at 3:15am, ready for the last joint.We went to sleep around 5:00am, woke up at 7:00am and started walking back to Bude at 7:30am...I slept...and then had to be woken up for a roast meal...I seriously think the cellulite on my legs has gone now...

Today, I am hoping to sleep through the majority of the day.

I found this:
Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
can i come up na?

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
what mine?

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
no, sorry, i was talking to emporer caeser

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
im goin his

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
oh pigs? I

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
no, caesers

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
( im making it up)

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
o

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
well im gonna stay in stabucks today

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
nobody likes niggers walking out of there own houses in the day time

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
i'll get beaten up

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
i hate being a chink

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
lol y?

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
because my eyes hurt when i squint

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
aww, well my nose is so big i can hardyl see, and my lips drag on the floor and bleed a lot of the time

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
i have yellow skin

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
i have black skin. Its like ive been in an incinerator, maybe youve been poisoned

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
no

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
i also have jet black hair, and i can't speak english

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
is ur name Sadako?

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
No...

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
Haemaroid

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
Oh mine is Mama Kass Jnr.

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
Not really

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
its Yasmin

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
Yasapak?

I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance so pure such an expression supposed former infatuation junkie. says:
yeah

P.S I discovered last night that I can't sleep without my feet touching eachother

I would like some milk from the milkman's wife's tits...

I appeared to of experienced insomnia last night. It was due to watching The Ring and The Ring 2 a couple of nigths before. The thought of Samara climbing out of my television screen was petrifying.

I stayed on my computer until 2:30 a.m. I then went downstairs, pulled my sister's baby out of bed to be with me. He soon woke up and wouldn't go back to sleep, so I passed him to my sister at 3:00 a.m. I then turned on my friendly lamp, and read a chapter of "A Man Named Dave".

I went to sleep at around 4:oo a.m.

I was woken up at 7:00 a.m. by a text from Luke, 3 hours later, Gina text me. I'm babysitting tonight.

I had a bath with the door open, it was amazing as I listened to Def Leppard - When Love and Hate Collide. I made myself up and left without a care in the world...

I am now over Pig's, contemplating about my single life. Not much chatting going on...

Harry - New phone number is 07817195432 says:
nufin

Harry - New phone number is 07817195432 says:
goin for a shower in a min

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
ive had a bath

Im single; I can comb my hair whenever I want says:
with the doors open

Harry - New phone number is 07817195432 says:
ok

I must now return to my mondane life, listening to The Killers and sharing experiences with people I have and probably never will meet in my life.

Toodlepip x

Conversations are great...

01/04/05
21:09:13
(R) Jess - I know what this song is about! (R)
I think that people use the word "blog" wrongly

01/04/05
21:09:27
(R) Jess - I know what this song is about! (R)
I think that was originally called "weblog"

01/04/05
21:09:27
www.alexpepper.org.uk/weblog.htm
you think?

01/04/05
21:09:41
(R) Jess - I know what this song is about! (R)
so people thought it was that... but it's clearly a "web-log"

01/04/05
21:10:05
www.alexpepper.org.uk/weblog.htm
yeah, and maybe blog is just alliteration of that

01/04/05
21:10:09
(R) Jess - I know what this song is about! (R)
Yes!

Today, after walking home, I experienced a completely new sense of pride. So I wrote it down:
When walking home, I felt a strange but familiar sound. It was the sound of my hair gently patting on my back. It was then that I realised that I had made something of myself.

Songs to download:

Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
Akon And P Money- Keep On Calling

Fit guys on telly:

Suraj De Watts

Over and out.