Hey! Well todays been alright...
I woke up bout 12, then I had to babysit Jacob (my sisters baby!). Then Karen (the mum) came back so I did nothing! lmao! I weighed myself and in a week I've lost...
1 STONE!!! I'm well proud of myself, it must be all the running around I've been doing!Later Me and Fran went down Will's and did absolutely nothing again! I think I've persuaded him to come to Jax with me... We'll have to see tomorrow! Because we're going Newquay, I think! Will has to go, he makes me laugh! Oh yeah guys. My fancy list has narrowed even more!
1. Sammy Dodds
I've been thinking about it and I don't really fancy the others, I just think there fit, not really Aodh, he's just a laugh, and Russ, I prefer him as a mate! But Sammy's just like PWARRH! I've got a pic of him next to my bed so he's the first thing I wake up to and the last thing I see before I go to sleep...
I mean did I say that out LOUD???
Well better be going. I'll write LOADS tomorrow, or attempt to! pmsl!
Love y'all and I mean that 110%
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Hey. I had the first lie-in I've had in ages! I woke up at 1! I'm soooooooo dropping my standards, it used to be like 5! Then I had to go to the hairdressers so Gina could sort my hair out, she came round later and cut it! Tomorrow shes dying it for me, brown! It'll be good to go back to my original colour, you don't know how long it's been! I've been like 4 different shades of orange!
I also, in return, had to look after Joseph, so because I was I had to draw EVERY SINGLE character in Bob The Builder at least 5 times! I can't wait till I have kids....
After that me and Fran went to Will's again. Kev makes me laugh sooooo much! We left and came home.
Then I've been waiting to come on this thing. Sammy has left me AGAIN! He's such a bist!
Well I'm gonna go now, soz I'm boring. You should read the top of the page!
Love y'all
PlOp
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Hey! Todays been HORRIBLE! I woke up to my sister shouting at me: BEEF JOINT! We were having my not-so-friendly hairdresser, Gina, coming over for tea today. So I had to clean all of the kitchen and if anyones been to my house you would know that my house is a tip! Well yeah I tidied the kitchen and it was painful! Gina came round with her sister, Renee, Joseph (son) and Madeline (Renee's daughter). Later Joseph and Madeline completely trashed Fran's room which was quite funny! They took stickers from her mirror and put them on the radiator, I taught them to say my name! It ws great! Then me and Fran went out and we met up with her boyfriend-to-be, Tom, and then we went down Will's. Fran and Tom left and I stayed with Will and Kev, which was soooooooooo not fun! The only fun I got from there was listening to the Darkness then watching Graham Norton (he's such a DUDE!).
Fran came back, we left then went in this Owen's flat again. We then walked home with an arsonist who likes to smash up toilets, set gas filler upper things (for lighters) alight and carries knives like the ones from Lord of the Rings with him...
I was scared!
Well I'm gonna go now, but it's only because my day has been extremely boring and I have nothing else to say...
Sammy's online FINALLY! But he still aint chatting!
Take care my little punjabskis
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Hey! Well todays just been about the most happiest day of my life... NOT! I've been like crying all day! First of all I was looking forward to this lie-in, then my sister comes in my room at 8 in the morning, YES 8 IN THE MORNING! Asking me to look after baby Jacob (her son) and she blaitently knows that I don't like the idea of sleeping with him, I always think I'll end up killing him, so in the end I slept with him, but no, not for 2 hours like she said, but for 4 hours! And he cried! Dude, I'm really not looking forward to Myron Chester Brett, Justin John and Iris! After that I phoned my mate Letty, went round, not very fun! I stayed there till after Prince of Bel Air had finished then I got a lift home with her mums boyfriend (Rod). I seriously didn't feel welcome there, especially when Yvonne (Letty's mum) brought her best mate back with her (Di). They were all being so out of order to me. Then I come home to even more shit, sorry but it does my head in. I don't ask for much and yet I get treated like everything else but a person. Well I was crying from 20 to 11, till about 12, so I'm kinda all dried out now! I dunno why I cried though, I always cry but not for any reason...
I probably have a problem. Well I don't think Sammy's gonna come on, yet again, so I'm going to make like a tree and leave.
HA HA HA
Well I find that hilarious, if anyone's seen the "Back To The Future" series, they would know why!
Well sweet dreams and I hope, I dunno, lol, WORLD PEACE OCCURS JUST BECAUSE I SAID IT!!!
love y'all
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hey its me. I put my alarm on so I could wake up early for church but in the end I just switched the alarm off!! I woke up to my sister telling me that the 2 Gary's had called for me and because she thought I was going to church she said I was out, so after 2 hours of waiting for me, I came outside! We had soo much fun, sitting on the gates to the golf course for ages, then as we were talking Fran had come back from this imaginary place...
She had turned green and was covered with spots, and when she came back...
Yeah thats enough of that, yeah! I don't know what else to write because today, well not much happened! After asking every person I knew if they would come to Jax with me (a Christian hang out place) no one would come with me, so after blagging my sister to give me lift I managed to get there, on my own!
It all felt so welcoming, I came in, people stared, then I sat down next to a girl I didn't even know and I couldn't understand her!
Sammy then came to the rescue, but then left me - I felt soooooooooo stupid. They played this song and there was pictures and it was like of everyone in the group, apart from me and it just made me really down :( then they played my favourite Linkin Park song, which made me worse. After I was trying really hard not to cry then Cally came up to me and she just comes out with the most nicest things...
I ended up crying, we prayed, now I'm gonna try to put a meaning to my life! Apart from that my nose is the nicest and most perfect in the world...
After I went to Will's and him and Fran were talking about something serious. We left his and went to some guys flat called Owen. He seems cool, yet again Big Gary had me in stitches all night! I've came home, and I'm now waiting to see if Sammy comes online. But you know, I just don't think he is! Well I'm gonna splurt so I'll write more later
love y'all
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the reason I put kisses is because I'm a friendly person! And if you don't like that... you know where to go!

Hey. Well todays been quite eventful. I woke up to my foster sister, Fran, telling me that her fit ass of a brother was coming down. So I leaped out of bed and piled on the giant amount of make up on that I need to make myself look even slightly good. Yeh so I was up for ages and then I was in the kitchen and Fran came in telling me to go in the living room because Chris (her bro) was there. So I slowly walked in the room and looked on the couch, it was Stacey, Gary and this other dude. The dude immediately took the piss out of my hair (I've recently cut my hair myself, really short) but he seems a really nice guy (he's also called Gary). After showing him almost every photo I own, he said I look better with long hair and he thinks I look 17-18! I like him!!! Fran got a phone call from Chris saying that he was at the tourist information centre so she gave him the directions and we went down to the church to meet him. We then went to the beach and it started to rain so we went back. We went to Widemouth and stayed up there for a while then we came home to see that my parents had gone to Portugal! I saw russ and his crew but I kinda don't feel good vibes from them because, well I dunno, I just don't! Fran, Stacey, Gary x2 and Chris left me to go to some place called Gunners Lake so I stayed at home with my 3 sisters and we had a chinese. I phoned my bestest mate in the world, Letty, and her mums boyfriend's son came and picked me up, he seems cool! We watched The Ring again, I seriously think I'm going to get possessed by Samara, she's going to get me in my sleep or something! Just like the zombie people in 28 Days Later...
Well I'm now home in the nice warmth of family... NOT! That's why I come on this thing because it gives me time to get away from it all. I have to sleep with my 17 year old sister tonight because shes scared because shes been watching scary movies...
For the first time today I watched The Witches by Roald Dahl. When I was younger I'd never watch it because I was soooo scared! But now I watch it and think, why was I ever scared???
Well I'm going to go now but I don't know why because Russ has stopped talking to me and so has everyone else...
I'll write more tomorrow
love y'all
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actually, changed mu mind. THEY'RE ALL MINE!!!

Hey. Well todays been as good as any other day...
I woke up and got ready to go school and I could of left the house at quarter 2 8 but I didn't becasue I swear my mum said that she would give me a lift, I tehn waited 4 her till 20 2 9. She then told me I'm not having a lift. So I left to go to school, I have to walk over a golf corse and there was frost and I was sooooooooo cold! I even wore gloves! I started crying half way as well because my family do my head in!!! I got to school, late, went into my p.e lesson and had fun trampolining! It's soooooo fun! Plus Tabby n Clur were there n they make me laff! After that i had typing, oh no! She had a go at me - AGEN! Because my "letter was too short". She won't leave me alone! Then I had a break which was good because I really needed a fag by then. 3rd lesson was food, pretty shit like usual. Then it was English agen, I really can't believe it, how can you talk about sexy adverts 4 da 3rd week running? He seriously makes me feel sick. This time I had a friend! YEY! It was the other Jess!!!
Then I had lunch, which was pretty boring. In the space of 50 minutes I managed 2 have 3 fags! (It's been a stressful day!) Last lesson was science which was kinda ok. Just water gettin squirted down my back isn't exactly why I want to be alive...
Russ yet again told me he was "walking the long way to my house" so I ended up walking home by myself! (AGEN!!!)
Well I might go out tonight, or I might not because it's ever so chilly! (ever so fucking freezing more like!)
Well I'm gonna go now so I can talk 2 my gud frends, Nomi, Dave, Adam and Joe!
Il write more 2moz!
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Oh yeh my fancy list has gone down
only 5 now!
1. Sammy Dodds
2. Danny Pitcher
3. Russell Brooks
4. Aodh Breathnack ( Pronounced A Bronnock)
5. Alex Smeeth
but it looks like things will change very soon though.
Oh yeah the reason i'm wierd in science is because loads of people have told me that you don't like me in that way so I don't see why I shoudl be nice and flirty around you :) You brought it upon yourself - and I can bet you know who you are.
Well I'm going to listen to a banging tune made by new husband
"Time Is Running Out" (Muse)
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oh yeh
the word of the day is: pipette (that is sooo cool!)
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um hi again! My day today has been so fun! its almost untrue! First of all lets discuss from the moment I woke up until I got on here...
I woke up at half 7 by hearing my mum shouting at my sister, she was late for college.
I got out of bed at about quarter 2 8. Went bathroom had a wash etc. At quarter past 8 my friend Frankie came round and then my mum dropped us off at school in her little white metro which was EXTREMELY embarrassing. We saw her go round the corner, then we sneaked down to donkey lane for a cigarette. We got into school and then I had 2 wait till 5 2 9 for my first lesson. It was of course, HISTORY! U actually do kind of enjoy it though, my teacher has dreams about giant furbys...
Second lesson was maths, which I always look forward to because it's about the only time apart from p.e when I get to spend time with my friend Tabby. She's so cool. And Claire. They just make me laugh so much!!! And I also get to recieve notes that get me in a bad mood, who could they possibly be from??? SAMMY! He blaitently knows I like him so he starts touching Emma and flirting which makes me glare! I don't appreciate it!!!
3rd lesson was english, I seriously don't like that lesson because 1: My teachers a pervert and is obsessed with the word "sex" and 2: I sit with no - one next to me, in fact no one actually sits on my row and I feel really stupid cuz its all of the spanish lot and I don't get on with them. Well after that was science. It was ok apart from I don't get on with my teacher (we have bad history). Lunch was kind of amusing - we graffitied a draw! I brought it home with me aswell! Last lesson was typing, I really don't think she likes me! She always tells us to ask her if we have a problem, so I do and she shouts at me! How rude is dat??? Well I came home to see my sister, a new bag and 3 new bras!!! yey! My momma loves me!!! Then I've been waiting for 10 so I can go on this thing and so to take up my time I've taken all my photos off my wall ( if anyone's seen my room they would know that there are alot of photos!!!) and I decided to put the name of the person on the back, the place and the date. Then with the photos that I cut up, I stuck them back together. It's soo fun being a teenager isn't it??? Well I'm going now because I'll be in trouble for making so many people fall asleep at the keyboard even though I don't think anyone will ever read this.
But if you are, take care, sweet dreams and remember this:
NEVER CUT UP PHOTOS!!!
love ya'll
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hey. I'm really bored and I'm listening to a banging tune. Here's the lyrics...
ALANIS MORISSETTE


Ironic

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic... Don't you think

CHORUS:
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... It figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... Don't you think

REPEAT CHORUS

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... Don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...

REPEAT CHORUS

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

Don't worry I didn't just type that. I copied it. Well anyway... I love this thing because no one else listens to me and this thing dont have a choice. Right now I would laugh sooooooooo much if my computer crashed! Is it just me or do other people feel like when they hear a beautiful song they want to get lost in it and just fly away to a different world? Well im that kind of person... I dont see why people describe themselves as wierd. Im not wierd, Im unique (yeh I know my heads big but im proud of what I've made of myself and I dont know why people aren't happy with their appearance - everyone is beautiful. I'm really not good at expressing myself so I'm sorry if it dont make sense!!! Well no ones exactly going 2 be reading this so I could rite anything HA HA HA (evip cackle!!!) but I won;t!
Its my dads birthday today, he is now officially half a century old!!! I can't wait until I have kids - I've got the names sorted out already! Myron Chester Brett is going to be the son of Chester Bennington (Lead singer in Linkin Park). Justin John is my second son, his dad is Justin hawkins (Lead singer in The Darkness). My one and only daughter will be the most special little girl in the world, shes going to be called Iris (I think ive said already why that names special to me!) Anyway... her dad will be John Rzenik (Lead singer in Goo Goo Dolls). But then I wanna settle down and just enjoy my life as a lawyer with fat legs and just marry the most beautiful man I can find... I need another band to come out first, before I decide who it is... though I am looking along the lines of the guy in Muse... not thats what I call beautiful! Well I'm going to talk to my special friend now (Russ) he is the most kindest and genuinely nice guy you could possibly find and we're going to marry if we're still single (and alive) at 198. It's really good because he's found God and he totally deserves it! Well everyone does. Well I'm going to go now because I'm getting emotional (in a good way!)
well take care and god bless love u
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Hey I don't know y I'm doing this. But it Looks kind of fun in a shocking kind of way. Anyway, to tell you bout me I don't know where 2 start. I I'm probably deranged in the head, as I have a dent - but people keep telling me that its just the soft spot on the head... ANYWAY!!!Yeah... I love chickens. They are the most intelligent and cute of ALL animals, they will rule the world one day! Yeah, and next time you go to McDonald's, please, please, please, put on a scottish accent and say: McChoken burger please? That would jus be immaculate (just like ma teeth) he he! I also love Rainbows and the Goo Goo Dolls, which is kind of ironic because Goo Goo Dolls sing a song named Iris, and it is such a beautiful song... and I looked in the baby book and guess what iris means - RAINBOW! It's a sign! Well ill write more tomorrow because I'm kind of pooped! thats all folks
*snort snort and laugh in a piggish sort of way...*
ain't n e of u guys seen that? its fabulous
sweet dreams n take care
love u ma little lepricorns!
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