Hey. Todays been cool. Frankie got me in the morning, we walked to school, it was um... fun! First lesson was science in the i.t rooms, I was getting incredibly stressed because my email system went skitzipoos...
Second lesson was r.e, Alex is so incredibly scared of me! But it was fun, scaring him I mean...
At break I went with Letty for a fag, we were with Deesray and stuff. Miss Armstrong came up to us and was just like watching us, WEIRDO?
Third lesson was maths, pretty poopy, Clur nicked a poster DuDhI thing, tithe, we were having such amazing conversations with Mr Thorpe, he kicks ass! Anyway...
Fourth lesson was food, we were in the i.t rooms, I managed to sort out my email thing, Sammy has also just told me that he's changed all the names of my folders, how delightful??? Or not...
At lunch we went up Safeways and got in poopy because we always leave the table in a mess. So we did a decent thing and cleared our table, it was great, I also told the lady person it, she was good.
Last lesson was history, I now have a detention at lunch, having to look after the year 8s. The test was called: "I'm scared of year 8s so I actually did my history homework" test... I have to do it, mangaging only to get 3 questions of the 10 right, Clur is with me though, she only got 5 :D.
We came home, cooked some unsatisfying (as in burnt and pink inside) turkey burger things, and chips that tasted like fish... We then recorded ourselves dancing to muse, Clur doing this weird stair thing in my kitchen, also the elevator, canoe, superman, super-superfast superman and escalators...
We went to Jax, they were doing all this skitzipoos stuff, Clur wrote it in her blog. Clur: READ IT. Me and Nippsipoos had this conversation about how both our lives didn't have anything to do with anything! Complicated...
That's about it. Clur's staying tonight and I think she's starting to get ever so bored watching me write this, so bye
Clur: 2 rite, i wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway...
Bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well todays been well funny, Frankie came and got me fro school, we got a lift, then we went out with Letty and Scott for a fag, I don't know why Scott came, he just followed...
First lesson was Maths, I did the test.. I was getting so stressed out! I just wanted to run home and cry! It was so hard, I don't know why I even bothered trying to do it, I'm gonna fail on it so badly it's untrue! I used to be so good at like, all subjects! And I've slipped so badly. Well after that extremely irritating lesson I went back to the lesson, Clur and Sammy were attempting to talk to me, but I ignored them.
Second lesson was History, I shouted to Clur after maths, but surprise surprise, she ran after Sammy. And I was ignored...until we got into the lesson of course. It was cool, with the pencils and the whole wink thing, you'd have to be there to see how hilarious it is!
At break we just bought munchimoos.
Third lesson was third, all lesson, I mean ALL lesson I did no work and was just emailing everyone! Letty was just sending me pics of Lads from Hot Or Not, may I clarify that the majority of them are "Not".
Fourth lesson was Business, Miss is still obsessed with George!
At lunch Me and Letty went up Safeways, tris was doing "Finding Nemo" impressions, it was well funny! When we got back to school, Jess Bate pulled me over and said can I tell you something? So I thought it was gonna be something Hardcoe, but instead she came out with, guys this is well funny! There was this girl who was going to a fancy dress party, but she didn't have anythign to wear, so she pulled her flaps over her head and went as a sugar puff LMAO!!! I couldn't stop laughing about it! I told almost everyone in the school.
Last lesson was science, it was well funny. Sir goes to Sammy, listen or you'll get a log sheet, Sammy goes Oh No! Not the log sheet! It was so funny!
I went to Letty's after school, we watched Tv!
I wrote these on my phones....
Actually, a couple of these have been on here for a while...
Dude! He's playing with my ass!
Why can't I liz phair... Umm... I don't have a clue when I wrote this, i seriously am a fuck up!
I wonder why I'm a stranger in my own life... Some lyircs...
puppenwagen modell hulia Some Winnie The Pooh thing in German...
Beach Retreat Cafe... Beetroot Family...Nips knows what I'm on about
A bit of popcorn makes a mango bananas... it was on Ready Steady Cook
Anne Robinson said "How Cute?" My words!!!
Anne: How do you describe your looks?
Andrew: Unfortunate
Anne: So do I Oh I love her!!
Also, if anyone here watched the weakest link today, there was SUCH a fit guy on it! He was called Denis.........mmm, I so gotta find a picture of him! Also the guy who talked to Anne (the conversations above) won and he lives in Cornwall! He works at the Eden Project! How cool? Well that's enough of that...
Byexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well I'm at college at the moment, just done this huge research on drugs, all great fun! But I didn't do the homework! Oh dear! When I get home hopefully I'll be finishing off "Tabby's Page", just need to add alot of pictures. I'll probably write more later LOVE YOU xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well, todays been pretty funny. I woke up today with coffee....mmm... and then, I brushed my teeth and to my horror my MoMmI came up the stairs with snack-a-jacks and some fruit stuff, but I couldn't eat them... I walked to school BY MYSELF because Frankie didn't turn up, ARG! First lesson was r.e, Alex totally wants me, we had a police guy come in, he said, we won't spend alot of time talking about drugs, 40 minutes later.... CANNIBIS IS TURNING LEGAL ON THURSDAY but you have to smoke it in your own house, for your own use. If you let your friend smoke some it will be classed as "supplying".
Second lesson was Art, we yet again painted our figure in white, I've dirtied my jumper! Nicked an art book, Anna took hairspray...
At break me and Tabby bought munchimoos, two burgers for me, YET AGAIN!
Third lesson was business, we had to make a poster about safety precautions, it was great! Miss kept finding mine hilarious because George was on it, it is now on her wall :)
Fourth lesson was science, really boring
At lunch me, Tabby and Nippsipoos wen up to Safeways, we'll be singing "Mad World" at the next special Jax thing.... Later, me and Tabby bumped into Russ who had forgot his schoolbag, he'd left it at Safeway, so we walked up with him, whilst he was wearing Tabby's coat, he continued to wear it for the rest of the day.
Last lesson was History, Clur wasn't up to her usual self because Sammy dumped her. None the less, we still ahd fun with pencils! Miss was fascinated... also Miss said this, which I find highly amusing...

It sounds french, it is french

Well that's about it, I'm round Tabby's house at the moment, all jolly good show.
College tomorow zzzz...
Bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well today was alright, not exactly a day I would like to replay! Frankie called on me in the morning and we got a lift from my MoMmI. My mum's favourite saying is : Flip Reverse and her favourite songs are: Blow My Whistle and Resurrection (PPK) how embarrassing! Well anyway...yeah. I found that to my utter horror, Tabby wasn't at school. How rude? So I asked Clur to wait for me at break at the drama hall. So I thought the day was sorted...
First lesson was art, it was pretty cool. We were painting the floor tiles for our sculptures, mine ofcourse, was rainbow coloured.
Second lesson was English, Jess and Letty weren't there, so I was on my lonesome, I was really trying to concentrate because I want my grades to get good, and fast! But no matter what I wrote, it was always wrong.
At break I walked out my English room and saw Clur, I called her but she ignored me. Then She didn't wait for me at the drama table so I went into the hall, and I was alone. I went over to Chrissy, but she soon left me, then I went to Michaela (Yes, I do feel like a user! But that's what friends are for...) she said, Oh why's Letty hanging round with those guys. So I ran over to Letty, then we went out for a fag.
Third lesson was science, me and Letty did lots of work, not surprising when you have Mr Proudfoot...
Fourth lesson was p.e it was sooooooooo funny! I never want to bunk it again! We were doing aerobics, and we were doing things like: *cough cough*
the moulin rouge dance, macarena
then me and Clur went skitzipoos, great fun!
At lunch I met Letty and we went up Safeways, had a cigarette. Walked back to school. Then we were chatting to Russ and Alex.
Last lesson was maths, I actually did work! Ben is such a great teacher! Anyway... yus. I walked home with Corrin and Frankie, had another fag. I don't know what I'll be doing tonight because Tabby's ill, and I'm ever so chilly. Well I'll write more tomorrow bye xxxxxxxxxx

I aint gon ask again, I'll jus take it shorty. Take off ya shirt. Take off ya skirt. C'mon, get nekkid for me! says:
its times like this i'd listened to what my mother had told me..
Jessipoos says:
wot did ur MoMmI tell u?
I aint gon ask again, I'll jus take it shorty. Take off ya shirt. Take off ya skirt. C'mon, get nekkid for me! says:
i dont know. i didnt listen did i?

Sorry, I thought it was funny, OH LENNIPOOS! xxxxxx

Well yesterday was well cool. After eating, we came back online and was talking to Leon on Audio, I told his mum I loved her! (due to misunderstanding... oh the embarrassment!) It was weird... then after about 4 hours on the internet! (Monica, don't tell Dad!) We went downstairs and continued with our "Rik and Leon" project, don't ask! At about 11 we sneaked out for a fag break, but we heard the gate close so we panicked and ran into the cellar, it was sooooo funny! We were full on pissing ourselves then Dad opens the door and says, What are you doing? He must think I'm a right weirdo... Then we went in because it would just look extrememly odd ( go me, that's a weird way of putting things, like knives forks, and the whole cadoodle.)mmmmmmmm MoMmI just brought me munchimoos, oh the joy you can over a cheese toastie! I've just dropped cheese on my leg...OW!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll wait till it dries, then I'll pick it off, there goes another ARG!!! Anyway, I'll save the rest till after I've done this. Well anyway... where was I? Yeah, when Dad had gone into the living room, we went out, we were soooo paranoid! Tabby caused fireworks, but then the cherry fell off so she burnt herself. Then we went in, and started taking photos of ourselves, it was about half 12 by this time, we were re applying make up, it was so funny! We took lots of pictures, I'll probably put them on my website, so be sure to visit it... http://chickengal192.mysite.freeserve.com, please feel free to live something in my guestbook, it's on the LiNx page. Well we stayed up till about 3 just talking about loads of stuff. Then at 9:30, we woke up, and got ready for church. We waited for Nippsipoos to come, then we went off for a fag, then came back, and Clur was there... We went in to sing, but they weren't very "jolly" so we came back out and sat with her and Danny. Danny kept being so fesicious, I know he doesn't like me, but he doesn't have to make it so obvious! Then as soon as Sammy and Russell came, Clur completely ignored us, until later, when we had to get into partners, yeah! That's when she notices I'm alive... Then had to go in groups, and I was with Sammy and his "crew" and Sammy goes "can't you two swap with Jess," I looked at him and gave the biggest glare. Earlier on he had made a comment saying to Russell not to talk to us, and that he shouldn't lower himself to our level. Sometimes he's nice, but then he's really horrible. It does my head in, I know I think I know him, but the Sammy I fell in love with wasn't anything like this... Well Me, Tabby, Ian and probably Letty will be going to the union later, so I'll see what happens there, I'm taking the video camera and my mum's digital one. I'll probably write more later then... Bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well last night was pretty poopy. Met up with Letty (IN THE END!!!), after going to Tabby's. Then we went to town. then we came home, went to sleep. Then I woke up today and called on Tabby. She's staying over. Got to go, dinsdins ready. Bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well todays been well good. I woke up this morning and Frankie came and we walked to school. First lesson was p.e, me and Sammy bunked, we went down Letty's, it was pretty boring, we write stuff down in Alana's book. It was so scary getting out of school, as we walked off we heard people shouting at Sammy, we were like, SHUT UP! We went back for second lesson, which was business. It was ok, half way through someone had rung Miss, all I heard her say was : Yes she's here... Then I saw Sammy. He asked me if I had been taken out of my lesson, we had been caught! Mr Tilzey phoned his mum and everything! Oh dear... I ate 2 burgers again, it was great! Third lesson was food, we were on the computers, I was emailing Tabby, Frankie, Michaela, Lucy and Letty like all lesson! It was cool... Fourth lesson was english, Letty stormed out. Weird... I had to leave at one, I had monitering day thing. It turned up to be really shit! At lunch me, Tabby and Clur met up, yes that's right, Clur! We had fun, it's a shame she ain't with us all the time. We bought the usual munchimoos...Clur got poppadoms, lmao! I just write poopadoms, oh the fun I can have when I'm all alone... Clur got a camera, only I didn't know it was buy one get one free, so I tried telling this to the lady and she almost ended up having a nervous breakdown! Again, it was funny! So in the end, Tabby had a camera. On the way back I didn't notice this curb, so I tripped on my hands on knees, it hurt but was yet so funny! And then we found 80p buried in the Long Jump pit, then we walked back into school, Clur was obsessed with sliding about in the mud. Last lesson was science, it was so funny! We had to "dissesemble" a plug, Sammy found it hilarious to wrap it round my neck, tehn threaten to put it in the water, I just found it scary. Then we were fighting. I told him I had missed him. It was exactly like old times. Apart from now he was just so much more caring! Like we were playing "slapsies" and I kept slapping him really hard, then I said, I can't wait until we split up, I'm just gonna slap you so hard! He said but Jess, we're never gonna go out, you're just gross. Then he looked at me adn said, not your appearance, just your attitude towards me. I can see what he means though, because I can see it too. And like, he was pushing my stool away and it nearly tips up, he always does this, then I nearly feel back, and I said that to him and he said, I wouldn't of let you fall. Then later on we were walking through the corridor and he always turns around fast (he's huge so when he turns around his bag nearly knocks me out because I'm so short! He does this on purpose...) well I flew into the wall and all you could hear was this huge smack, and he turned around and said I'm so sorry! He thought it was my head, but it was only my hand! Then I hugged him. Then I got a lift home with Frankie's mum. My parents don't know about me bunking yet, hope they don't ever! And Monica and M,ark, don't even think about it! This is my diary, you knew what was coming! And It's not your place to say anything, besides, it's p.e! Well I'm going xxxxxxxxxxxand I'm so not falling for Sammy... again! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well tonight's been such a "cheer up" I met up with Ian and Pig, then we calle don Tabby, then we went back to Ian's. We saw the photos we took the other day, they are well funny! Tabby seems to find the one with me wearing skiing goggles hilarious...
We watched this really disturbing french thing, Muzzy. Ian seems to love, Pig too, I just found it incredibly scary! Especially the singing dude on the bike, and the guy with the big green nose, and of course Muzzy! Then Letty came over. Then we had to walk Tabby home, so we went the scary way! Dropped her home, Pig went home. Then Letty walked me back. I need to add this, tabby had another blond moment, it was hilarious! On the "Muzzy" thing all these little people started climbing out of the helicopter, Tabby came out with : "Like they could really all fit in that envelope.." helicopter Tabby, helicopter... O I love her!!! xxxxxxxxxxxx

Oh yeah, I was walking in the corridor, I shouted to the youngers, "Yo Yo Yo, I'm a celebrity!", and one had the cheek to shout back "Yo Yo Yo, I don't care..."... kids these days.......

Well todays been...shit. I got a lift to school. I made friends with Tabby, may I add, THANK GOD! Leon sent me this email last night and it made me think, and I love her soooooooo much! First lesson was history, I've finally caught up with Clur! I no longer enjoy the lesson... Luke still sayd Shibby! I think that's the only thing that's kept me from showing everyone how upset I am. Second lesson was maths, which was good, me and Tabby talked. i tole her about the email, so at break we went into one of the clusters and read it, I had to hold back my tears, when I read it last night my face was burning with the tears! It was just so perfect! Then we went to the hall and we bought munchimoos. I had to eat 2 burgers in 5 minutes! Not recommended... Third lesson was english. We carried on reading the novel, but me and Jess were concentrating more on teh "Boogie Pimps - Somebody To Love" video, it's drawn on our english folder.. I htink that Lady is disturbed to enjoy minibabies crawling on her, but as they say, whatever turns you on! Science was the next lesson, Sammy seemed ok towards me at first, then him and Daniel were talking about how the place bets with people about me, this really upset so I sat on the row infront, between Russ and Alex, but they didn't want me either, I'm just one big joke to everyone. I asked to go to the toilets, i wanted to cry and cry and cry, but someone was in there. So I just walke dback. I then took my stuff to the back of the classroom and I sat with Kristie, but then I went back next to Sammy, didn't speak though. Lunch, oh the joy! Tabby had to do this drama thing at quarter to 2, so I would have half an hour of lunch by myself, so we didn't bother going up Safeways because we wouldn't have enough time, so we bought munch then we went down to the music hall, so we could see Clur, Russ, Sammy and Danny practise their song (Linkin Park - In The End, they're performing it Sunday) but I was pushed out the door, and told to "bugger off" so me and Tabby went round the corner, I know it sounds pathetic, but I forced my tears back, I didn't want Tabby to see me like this. After that we just went to Tabby's form room. Last lesson was business, great! It was boring. I wlaked home with Frankie, had a fag. So to the person I promised to last night, I'm so sorry, just try being me for a day. Well yeah, that was about it. Now I'm on here doing nothing really. Just drowning my screams out with songs...

Well hi, yes thats right, I'm the bad guy, ONCE AGAIN! I completely give up on anything. At college today we were talking about dreams, I didn't realise as soon as I got home that almost everyone that I ever cared about would slap me in the face. Screw the lawyer dream, I want to be appreciated, and be in a life where people noticed me. I sit here, friendless, emotionless and officially lifeless. It's something inpredictable, but in the end is right. I hope you had the time of your life.

Does it blaitently say on my forehead, "Hi! This has been such a incredibly bad day for me, so please... feel free to have a go at me, fall out with me, and talk to me like I'm nothing but shit :). College was good, then I went babysitting with Corrine, that was good too! Then I got dropped off at Letty's, to see Tabby there, after being completely ignored, having a fight with Letty, and deforming the curtain rail thing, I got a lift from my Mum. Yesterday Sammy declared his undying hate for me. I've tried not to let it get to me, but I've reached breaking point. Everyone thinks I'm just this attention seeking freak. I just don't know what I can do. I might aswell hang round with my old (but so great) friends, at least they notice I'm alive and actually involve me in things, and don't treat me like I have no feelings. Oh I hate everything so much!

Well I'm at college, earlier on I had my first experiance with a "Mac", it was seriously scary! The mouse was round! I'm at college at the mo, having my lunch breaK, I need to write something that is so ironic! Earlier on me and Corrin were singing loadsa songs, like bLurry by Puddel of Mudd and Shut Up by Black Eyed Peas, and I turned the radio on, and guess what was playing? Yes that's right! Blurry by Puddle of Mudd followed by Shut Up by Black Eyed Peas, well yeah... Nothing else has happened really, probably on the bus back will be a story to tell, then i'm going to go babysitting with Corrin, get picked up by Adrian John, see Corrin's puppies then he'll drop me off at Letty's so I won't be updating much more today I don't think. Well take care hunnies, Love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well todays been well funny. I walked to school with Frankie, it was fun, just like old times again! We got there pretty late though! First lesson was p.e It was really funny! We had this pathetic Tag Rugby game thing, I couldn't stop laughing as Tabby chased me across the astro! Later we had to chuck the ball to eachother, it was great! Second lesson was science with Mr Ryan. It was pretty funny, Dave was bullying me again so I got kept behind after the lesson because I was swearing. GET THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE. At break I met Tabby and we went to the hall and bought munchimoos. Then I went to Business, where I wrote the following message (the entry before this one!!!). Miss asked me to help her! She totally wants me, but not as much as she wants Deesray! Fourth lesson was English, Jess was there this time to save me. She had to go to the front and pretend to be Jack from Lord Of The Flies, the guy she had to hook up with totally wanted her! They had a real connection, you could see the chemistry! At lunch I met a very pissed off Tabby, we went to Safeways and I tried to cheer her up, so I got a fag! We bought the usual munchimoos and I got credit. Later on we saw Clur and Russ so we stopped and chatted to them, after giving Owen my cigarette, we walked back to school. Form time was fun... NOT! But I didn't get sent out this time!
Last lesson was maths. Tabby deserted me half way. How rude? Then after school I went back to hers and she started having a spasm as she poured the peach juice, it was sooooo funny! Then we watched "Scary Movie" DOOFY IS THE DUDHI! Then a bit of "Grease". I had to eat tea at the table with her mum, I was sooooo scared! I dunno why though, I'm just shy! Then we went online. Talked to Rik (hubba hubba ding ding fwala fwala) and Leon, alsom Sammy officially hates me! Oh well, his loss. Then we met up with Letty, Pig, Da and then Alana was coming to beat up Kirsty, BiAtCh. Then Da went, Alana did and we dropped Tabby home. Then me, Letty and Pig walked. We dropped Pig home, then Letty dropped me home! YEY! Well I'm going now. Overall a FaNbLoOdYtAsTiC day! bye guys, I'll wirte at college xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey I'm at school at the moment, in a business lesson, I'm getting really paranoid so I'm gonna go. Love you! Oh yeah, spreadsheets suck! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wow me, Ian and Tabby had an amazing time! We burnt tampons, great fun! Went back to his, took loadsa photos, and his Dad drives such a nice car! And drives it as in he's in Sector Seven! Wow........ that's about it! I love Rik xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well todays been cool, I woke up again to my mum ringing me. http://www.candystand.com/games/cs_shock_cscd.htm , just to annoy Mark! Anyway... Mum offered me coffee again, so I got a lift. Then I got to school and spoke to Tabby, she seemed a bit upset, I think it's about her mum waking her up, or not waking her up, she'll write about it in her blog, it'll make more sense! First lesson was art. Luke kept making this really weird noise, Shebby... I ofund it hilarious! We got to paint our sculptures in white paint, next lesson we're gonna paint the base of it black and white checkered, the points into a rainbow and the people, I dunno, but it will be fun :)

Second lesson was history, another very funny lesson! I've nearly catched up on the pages with Clur, just one and a half more to do!!! I can't actually remember it... wierd. I just love writing! And Clur panicked so much....again.

At break me, Clur and Tabby went into the hall. Tabby seemed offish, Sammy won't let me sing in the Linkin Park thing, it's rude! He kept making jokes that I didn't get!

Third lesson was science with Mr Bradbury. Again ver funny, I think it's all teh hair sprouting out of his ears that makes him not hear Sammy's evil comments. Even when he was talking to Sammy he didn't hear tehm.. weird! Me and Sammy told him we hated him as we walked out...

Fourth lesson was english, on the way there I tried persuading Sammy to bunk with me, but he refused, then later when I gto int he classroom, Sir wasn't there, how rude??? SoI had to write this huge essay thing, it sucks! Frankie text me half way through the lesson, she's finally back from holiday! She said she was going to pick em up from school.. how cool? My life is complete, both Frankie and Ian are back!!!

At lunch me and Tabby went up to Safeways, Clur and Sammy went with eachother, I think it's pathetic walking like 2 foot away from us, we're all good mates, but yet we never associate with eachother. Me and Tabby bought fullon munchimoos, it was great! Then we tried to sit with Sammy and Clur but they pushed us away saying that they wanted to talk. So we sat with Kayley and her crew. WOW! Hey Ya's playing...

We had extended form time, Isobel Mill walked into my hand with her crotch, it was disturbing! Then Michaela did this really weird thing with her hand, it was sooooooo funny! All the way through form I couldn't stop laughing! so Sir sent me out the room for 20 minutes, how rude!!! Sammy walked past and apolagised, then he went somewhere :S.

Last lesson was I.T, Sir totally wants me!!! I was being pretty loud and irritating! I always am in that lesson... I've gotta stop doing that!

Well at the end of school Frankie met me and me, her and Clur (Edwards) walked to Spar, picked up Frankies wages, then Frankie got fags and we walked home. Now I'm on here, I love Rik!!!

Love y'all Jessxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well todays been as expected. I woke up in time for church, then I wanted to sleep, then sleep some more, and then have some sleep. But my MoMmI beeged me to go, so I did. It wasn't all tjat fun, pretty freaky with people shrieking... I came home and now i'm on here, oh the joys of a Sunday! I'm currently watching Tabby on Webcam, hehe! She's so great. Hopefully a much more exciting day tomorrow, oh yeah go to my site http://chickengal192.mysite.freeserve.com bye guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx