Sunday, October 31, 2004

Happy Halloween?

Honey It's been a long time coming And I can't stop now Such a long time running And I can't stop now Do you hear my heart beating? Can you hear the sound? Cos I can't help thinking And I don't look down... And then I looked up at the sun and I could see Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun And the way that gravity pulls on everyone On everyone...Baby its been a long time waiting Such a long long time And I can't stop smiling No I can't stop now Do you hear my heart beating? Oh can you hear that sound? Cos I can't help crying And I won't look down... And then I looked up at the sun and I could see Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky And the way that gravity pulls on you and I On you and I

Yesterday was horrible, I spent the entire day by myself (thanks for that, friends) without nicotine. It's now been over 24 hours since my last cigarette. I'm ok now, last night I got hot and started to panic. But it was ok, I was just stressed.

I had two good conversations last night. One was with Brian, who appears to be my new best friend from HotorNot. He's great and I feel we can talk about anything. It's so cool. He just generally makes me feel good about myself. And another one was with this random guy from Nexopia. But it was so nice. I love conversations with new people because you don't knwo what to expect, or what you'll find out.

It is now 10:56 am, I'm going to ring Pig and see if he'll see me, along with Tab and Nips. I hate being alone.

It's what I fear most.

I started reading the stuff between me and Alex again

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I'm bored :(

Not just today, life. I mean I do nothing...and so...yeah. I'm left on this festering computer signing up to everything just in order to relieve boredom, I should be out living my life but all I can think about is Alex. Yes it's fetsering him again. Last night I text him, the first time in 2 months. I recieved nothing back. I had someone ring me this morning on a withheld number, they hung up as soon as I said hello, but it wouldn't of been him anayway...that would be something for me to be happy about...no way would it happen.

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-f***ing-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)


Toodlepip x

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Well it's got so boring now...

Nearly a year of blogging, and yet life just seems to get shitter and more boring than ever before, is this what it is like when you grow up? Damn I wanna be younger again...
Well I'll put on here some of the funny things I have saved on my phone:
Your living in a dream Jess...the problems have only just started...I swaer I've already wrote that...but it's still on my phone! Originally from Hollyoaks, but I changed the name to mine because I have recently discovered that I am Jess Sturt, and I have the wonderful talent of not knowing the difference from dreams to reality...

Slimey jelly dino...Air said it when I was dreaming, it seemed so funny at the time...

5 th asil air 26th feb bo...I was writing down Air and Bo's birthdays, and ofcourse I was dreaming at the time

18th oct mon...There's Mon's birthday!

im tired of feeling nothing goodbye...Lyrics from Black and Blue - Counting Crows

l640dry...Ok I look so much like a prowler now! A "mates" car registration

tellow wellow bears...Tab said it when she was dreaming. She was supposed to say Yellow jelly bears. It was funny.

friday january 29th 2044 54 years old...That's the day I'm gonna die folks, according to the internet.

jimmy eat wnrld pain...A song I heard on the radio on the way back home in Frankie's car, again I was dreaming.

gravity...A new song out at the moment, I love it! But I don't know who sings it, so if you know who then please leave a comment :)

paki that sounds like mon n retard that walks like da...At college you can see anything.

i love you, y not?...Me and Air, I was yet again dreaming and found this hilarious.

can u roll a joint, spliff?...I called Nips "Spliff", and yes, I had been dreaming.

pressqpe on the r6of...I'll leave you to figure that one out...

tom n julie were on the weakest link...Self explanatory I think.

geting wiv angy n se lesson wiv farsapq...The last word was supposed to say Farrar...it was my dream ( I write them down, not obsessed!)

heroin. cuxx we all need heroin. addibts need hesoin...I was dreaming and this was a discussion between Tab and Nips.

me kucy michaela m crorrin getin pisd on the beach. storm brewing up, michaela going skitz...Another dream of mine

The stupid fings pigs done whilst he was pissed...such as: Biting Darren Clayton's leg, Asking a bird to pull him again if he bought her a pint and falling into a bush "mid piss"

Mid piss...I found this word entertaining when I was dreaming, it's weird if you say it a couple of times...

embasred bout fone shouting 2 lettie...Something that happened a while back, I wanted to think of it when I was sober.

Pardon me it wasnt me it was you...I was so proud of myself when I made that up! (Again I had been dreaming)

Rhian Benson - Say how I feel remix...A song I liked

Well that's my draft box empty. Plans for the next couple of weeks:
  • Make a film
  • Get a boyfriend
  • Get a job
  • Spend as much time with friends as possible
  • Get over Alex
Well thats it for me...so until I complete one of those things...Toodlepipxxx

Saturday, October 02, 2004

It's been a good day :)

Wow! Nearly a year of blogging, and it gets so much worse with every post I write...
Today was good, was woken up by my cockatiel saying: Birdy, birdy, birdy...Ooh! My legs bleeding, I'll just get some tissue...or not, it'll be alright on the chair.
Well yes, I woke up, had a laugh with Tabby about tranny's, owning Bernard's Watch (care for your hair "Lena"...). It was good, then we got a lift to Pig's, watched Dawn Of The Dead then went out with Nips down the Bird Hut.
Me and Tab made the most amazing song! Probably because we were dreaming...but still it was cool. On the way home I noticed a rainbow, I was actually breath taken, I video recorded it. I've been thinking in depth about everyth8ing today and now I have a new picture in mind to draw...Well came home, masturbated for so long! Then now I'm on here. That will be enough for now...
Toodlepipxxx

Monday, September 27, 2004

Wow! Todays been cool...

School was ok, but I just gotta give this person a shout out, these past few days I've been feeling liek shit, but just reading these messages have brought me in stitches:

Hi im nick. You can tell from my pic im 50 cent's half-brother, so if you're into six-packs, click "yes" and just tell me Stella or Bud, i'll check what's left in the fridge. i'm here to try and cure my e*bay addiction ha ha, wish me luck (sigh!).

(He's white and skinny...)

hi jess! i'll straighten up any other bent pics you have. i just got a digital camera and the photo editing program that goes with, and i can't stop using it! i'm only 10 years behind everyone else! yayyyyy..... why not impress your friends and family with photos the right way up? 1p for each, 10p for a set of 24, next day delivery. i just had a look at your personal website, and i've decided you're mad. and maybe dangerous. add me if you want, but i fear for my safety. i'm not too often on msn tho, as i live a glamorous and exciting life and i'm much more likeky to be shopping at tesco or taking the garbage out than on my computer. in the meantime, twiddle poop to you too nick

Thank you Nick...

Friday, September 24, 2004

Just not enough time left

Well...the last weeks have been odd, I'm back at school. Homeworks starting to pile in but why write about that? Recently things have been getting better, I mean I'm hanging out with my old mates again, it feels so good catching up! But it just feels bad when you know all the fun we once had has gone, we're all changing and I just don't feel the same. What happened to the Jess that didn't give a shit? She's been replaced with an insecure freak! I mean come on! I used to be able to sit and talk to anyone, actually anyone and have a good time. Now I sit alone, with no smile on my face and always look depressed.
I wanna go back but there's something that's holding me back, I've tried so hard to work out what it is...but I just can't.
Also, all this festering boyfriend business. Everyone's got one!
Tabby - Nips
Michaela - Dave
Jade - Adam (soon)
Frankie - Aaron (soon)
Corrin - Ad
Chrystynay - Simon
Soggy - Marc
Lucy - Shaun (soon)
and Lettie...well Hal? I dunno...haven't seen her in a while actually...
Well yeah, it's always festering me that's so unlike the rest of my friends, and it annoys me because it pushes me away from them, I can't have conversations like they do.

Oh I want to be socialable again, I mean what happened to me and Craig like talking all the time? What happened to even talking to John? Why does everyone who I once knew and got along fine with just ignore me now?

This is turd...all turd...I mean I'm staying in on a Friday night...

But I guess things can only get better, festering optimistic...

Oh yeah...why's it so hard for me to get over people? Alex! Why are you so fucking nice but just fail to notice my existance...I think I fucking love you. Every single thing reminds me of you, you're the only guy I've got on so easily with...just come back

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Well it's been a while...

And I'm still single. Still friends with Tab, Pig and the rest of the crew...

The last few weeks have been weird, seeing Paul again made me just like him even more. Recieving a text from Matt has reminded me of the two weeks that were just amazing, and talking to Alex; the guy I fell in love with, and yet again Jess is heartbroken.

Today has been tearful. I've been crying all day. I've finally realised I'm no longer Jess Sturt at all. I have completely new friends, completely different lifestyle, but yet I still can't let people go.

Why am I so vulnerable to loving people? I get so jealous...so clingy. No wonder why Alex hates me.

I've been told I'm never going to be loved. Thanks for that scorpiomale@hotmail.com

And why is it that everything reminds me of Alex, actually everything. I can't go through one slow song without breaking down.

It's getting ridiculous.

I am nothing but a teenage girl that feels like her world is being torn apart. I'm not the first, and by far not the last. But I wish I could.

I just have to keep telling myself that theres going to be so many more times like this in the future, worse no doubt. How am I going to be able to cope?

I'm not going to be able to.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

It's the foonies!

Well theres quite alot here, and most of it won't make sense! But if you wish to carry on reading...please do so :)

Dont' be so quick to walk away, just because nips is gay...Tab sang it to Justin Timberlakes - Rock Your Body, it was funny.

Fanny Pimdnal...something random Tab wrote on my phone

You might not know how much I have loved you. Just who I am to you. You never notice my existence. Was it just a fairytale that had never started?...I found it on a site and fell in love with it.

Mind that person! Oh! It's a traingle...Karen's skill!

Glow in the dark Jesus..Grandma had one, I found it hilarious

The end to this is how it stops...Something on tv

I look in the mirror, oh no. It's me again...I heard that, and liked it

Richard Bacon...Is fooking gorgeous!

Oh look its a little bouncing china man. Called doing doing...My Dad about a chinese gymnast in the olympics

Curt Beercock, brother of Julie Smith...It was on the news

You can take ma salmon but you cannae take ma freedom...Karen said it in a Scottish accent, it was hilarious

Forgotten when I'm gone. But unforgettable while I'm here...Another great saying

Fish Street...Yeah I found it funny!

Townie Sammy twin...That was weird!

Everythings wrong. But it's alrite :)...Lyrics for a Goo Goo Dolls song, I like it :)

525...the page I had got up to in my book

The Cock Inn...A pub

Whats it when someone rings you? *I sing* Oh! A bit like dangerman then?...My mums skill

Grandmas views on McDonalds effect on the world: the children are getting too fat...I found it funny

Just imagne Grandma listening to Prodigy...I found this hilarious!

Adam Drury...Another fitty

5 letters. Begins with o, ends with e. orange? otter?...It was on brainteaser

hermish...On brainteaser

o mum i like paul. u wana go 2 pooles cavern?...Mum's going deaf

jemima puddleduck. is that donald ducks bird?...Someone behind me in the queue for the log flume said it, I found it hilarious

passionofthemullet.co.uk...it was written in the queue for Spinball Whizzer...check it out guys

nampak...It was written on a truck...LMAO!!!

becky mantin...A really fit weather person

jus bcuz im paranoid dnt mean that ppl ent folowing me...It was on 8 legged freaks, I like it!

is this from rock of school jess?...Dad's skill

under cozzum. under cover rozzer...Air had me in stitches!

damien rice cannonball...I love this song!

hes my running sheep...Tab...

were all giant turnips...Me...

look at it...its floppy...Peeg...

Yeah I had bov fro everythign to be perfect towards the end. Well that took ages, so until the fun next time whenI have to empty my phone from turd...toodlepipxxxxx

Monday, August 23, 2004

I'm back

Holiday was cool. Found giant mushrooms with Mark, thats all I have to say, well all I have time to. Pig wants the computer. I'll write all the funny moments another time. Toodlepipxxxxxxx

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Last day with internet :(

Well yeah the title says it all. I just felt like updating everything, but my site can wait until I get home. I was woken up to Billy ringing me...nice! He apolagised frlo teh way he talked to me last :. Came to Pig's, then we went to Bude to get my photos developed. They ended up cool, going Barnstaple tomorrow. I'm on such a natural high it's unusual! I;m finally happy! Well yeah, that's all so until next time...Toodlepip! Lol, I say that alot! Byexxxxxxx

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

A note of farewell...but just for now ;)

Well the holidays have been pertty good so far, the weather is great, and me and Tab have made some great new friends! We've actually got relationships now, mines Steph Menzies lookalike and hers is Sam, I was jealous of her at first because I really liked Sam, but they had already fallen in love so I just left it.
On a more serious note, I really like John. And Rik. I dunno why I like Rik though, he has permanent bov for me and it's starting to piss me off!
Well me and Tab keep going up Barnstaple it's pretty cool I suppose, made quite alot of friends which is cool. On Saturday I am going on holiday up North for 2 weeks, so no more blogging from me for a while! Well happy reading and hope y'all have fun.
Toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Coming out of my cage and I'll be doing just fine...

Well I've just woke up, on the computer already, just catching up on things. The plans for today are to have a shower, get changed (:), then go to Pig's, because I missed not going there! And...possibly a dream round Will's, we'll see what happens. Well yeah, I see there was a point for this post : So that is all...

Toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Monday, July 26, 2004

I've got to stop doing a good!

Today me and Tab went into town and bought me some rainbow trousers :D They look quite weird on...but should get better...ok thats weird!

Yesterday me, Tab, Billy and Will were at...Will's and we had a big dreaming session and it was so cool! The mixes and stuff. When we had to go I did a good though...

So we managed to get home in the end. At the moment I'm round Pig's, it's been fun but him and Nips will soon be deserting me and Tab...to fester with his friends...

So I will either be joining Miss Loretta South...or I'll be joining Mr Bedschleeper (My bed :S) Well yeah...going to go now because I'm not feeling usual and my arms ache.

Toodliopippo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Schools out for summer!

Well I finished school, no coursework to do apart from English, but that can wait! Well yeah. Not much has happened really, went up to Barnstaple on Thursday, could of stayed but didn't.  I've been invited to go to Exeter next week with the people though, so that should be fun. I think I'm going to write all the things that I've saved on my phone; due to more space needed!

Jess! For that I should kill you...Tab

Lets rub our chins like sexy eskimos...Me

Scissor Sisters n Kanye West...I wanted to buy their albums...

Give me back the remote and stop picking my nose...Pig to me

I've got hercupes...throws drink all over herself and floor and watches Pig on his hands and trotters...Me. Damn that was funny!

You remind me of those girls who fart in bed then lift up the covers to smell it...Shauna said it to me ages ago

Pig prefers pouncing possum penises...Say it!!! It's sooooooooo funny!

Grace and decorum...someone said it on tv...I found it hilarious

Mark Holland...this fit guy playing on The Vault

Plymouth 41 miles...I had to write it down!

Wetlookgel. What is does: holds hair and makes it look wet...I was on the toilet in Mark and Monica's house and I found this on Mark's gel...

Do u wanna give me a suck?...Me to Tab... Thats when I get it up...Tab to me. We were talking about a frozen Frubes

Mozarts first name was Wolfgang...It was in a maths test...I found it hilarious!

What team am I batting for?...Billy said it...when we had gone ten pin bowling :

I'm really needin guidance now reminding me im strong inside...it's lyrics to a Sophie Ellis Bextor song...I liked it

I look like a sluttish schoolgirl...Billy said it about me as I said I reckon I'll end up being on Coke or Heroin when I'm older. He said he thought the same as I looked like "the type"

We've had loads of people doing beach parties down the beach...Look at Billy's skill!

YOUR DOING WHAT NOW? Oh! Trying to park...Billy started shouting at this random driver...he thought he was trying to overtake him...but he wasn't!

I love my fiesta... I love my parking... thats a bit dodgy isnt it...Billy's skill once again!

We all like a portuguese tranny to win...Pig discussing Big Brother...

Because all sponges have a crusty outside...Tabby had burnt a little blie dudes hair free from a cereal, it felt like a sponge, I said this and Pig came back with that comment

Well I hope it's been fun, because that took me AGES to write. Toodelpip huns and take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Poopy Poopy Wooface

Well the days have, overall, been turd. I've had to do loads of coursework and stuff like that, but I managed to do it! I can hear all the readers exclame with joy! Well yeah, today was poo really, me and Tab met afterschool and it was pretty fun, making ashtrays with coins and spit and ash...pretending I was a reard, dribbling apple fanta, you know the usual. Oh well my arm appears to be aching, just like my ass! Oh well, toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxx

Sunday, July 18, 2004

You were the last thing on my mind...

yeah I'm listening to steps! Lol, well yeah. Yesterday I bought some stuff. The trip back was ok I suppose, apart from when we forgot the blender so we had to go back...It was well cool, Jacob has a toy that plays a foonky tune, but you have to set it off. i tried continuously to make it work, so I could dance, but it never worked. But on the way home it was in a bag in the boot, and it kept playing, all the way back. Well yeah, we went to Pam and Graham's and there was these french guys...:
 
Well we went back and I went online, it was boring and I went to bed. I woke up at 9, went online then I met Tab and now were at Pig's. Well yeah, nothing special happening so I wil be off now. Lol still listening to Steps...toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Saturday, July 17, 2004

I am le tired...

Well, I spent last night just talking to Sammy on the internet, it was quite funny due to the fact he was scared of a gay guy...
I woke up at 5 this morning, and we left to Gloucster ok, I don't know how to spell it...but ssh! Pretty good journey up, we've just been festering on the computer, should be going shopping soon. And later we'll be having an Indian ;).
Well thats all, toodlepipxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, July 16, 2004

I've been searching for teh answer within answers; but no one knows whats in my mind...

Well todays been, well wet! Lol.
I woke up, had a shower then got a lift to school with Frankie. First lesson was science, I was dreading it as I didn't do any of the coursework, but when I got there I realised how much work I had on the school computers! So I think I'll be able to pass that alright, that go tme in the mood for a really good day...
 
Second lesson was r.e, we literally did nothing, me and Alex chatted a little, but then I smelt my breath...and it wasn't good! So I shut up...but I got thinking, out of ALL the people in the class, he decided to sit next to me. This is Alex Smeeth, the cricketer who's gonna make it rich and famous, and I sat next to him in r.e, because he considered me a friend and rather sat next to me than anyone else...I've gotta stop thinking about things! But also, I handed in my history coursework, and it made me feel even better than I felt already!!!
 
At break I found Clurry and Lettie at the drama table waiting for me, they were talking :). I was just thinking (again): Those are my friends, and they're waiting for me...we went down donkey then returned back to the great place (aka school :)
 
Third lesson was maths, it seemed to drag on for ages but it was ok as I was talking to everyone, usually I'm really quiet in the lesson, but I just went back to the old Jess, who doesn't care about anyone elses opinions, it was great :D.
 
Fourth lesson was food. I realised today what great friends I have! Lol, it's been good talking to them again. I mean I love Tab, beyond words, but I've just missed them loads! And...some I haven't! Lol...like Frankie...
 
At lunch I went down Lettie's and did the rest of my history essay. Finishing it made me feel like on cloud #9, it just feels so great going to a lesson, and being able to hand everything in. Me and Lettie then discussed what our plans would be for tonight.
 
At form time it was great; exactly like the old times again! Me singing...dancing...going cross eyed...annoying people. Just great fun :)...and to finish it off...I called Barry a Fat Shit :D and hugged Craig <3...damn I'm lame! Lol
 
Last lesson was history, it was great fun, me and Tab doodled the bugle and completely changed everything to teachers being obsessive with moles and girls in skirts...
 
Afterschool I went into town with Lettie and Lana, exactly like old times again; going shopping with Lana's money and spending it all :D. We soon returned, this was when I would dance really horrifically to Britney's  "Everytime", also Lana admitted that every part of my body makes her want to throw  up :. I finally saw Rich again! It was amazing, I haven't seen him in so long, and I realise again why I liked him...We had tea, got dressed up and I phoned Pig.
 
We met him, Mon, Nips, Da and Bo. Bo gave me a rainbow badge :)...it was Kat's, but ssh! Lettie soon left as they said she looked like Nadia from Big Brother, and may I add, a big FUCK YOU to Nips, as Ahmed was voted out this evening :D. Well yeah, it started to rain and we went down to the skatepark. Kat came, and we decided to spin in the rain, it was fun :) I didn't do much...but she did! Lol. Nips did a carpet and we was dreaming, I didn't dream much though. Well yeah, the Rozzers came...took all our details and Pig home :P. So yeah, Da managed to escape, and for someone reason, Mon wasn't asked :S. So yeah, Mon went after Pig was taken, then Da came back and him and Nips went, and Kat was being picked up, so I left.
 
Now I'm on here, won't be able to write tomorrows blog as I am seeing Monica and Mark in Cheltenham.
 
So toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
 

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Todays been...FRUSTRATING!

Well woke up, had a bath, had a lift to school with Frankie. The usual really.
First lesson was s.e, but me and Lettie didn't fancy that...or food, so we went back to hers and watched Mean Girls, it was pretty good.
At break we went back, I had to because of Maths with Tilzey. It was ok I suppose, wel actually it was just irritating, we did 4 questions in an hour :|
Fourth lesson was science, it was turd and I realised I need to do a project and an assignment before Friday (2 days) otherwise I wouldn't be entered into the exam...so I'm fucked! I don't have a clue what to do, and I'm falling behind really bad :(
At lunch we went down Peeg's so I could get my phone, and as I didn't have battery I took his old one, it was cool, and I took loadsa photos...
Last lesson was art, lmao! I just wrote fart...yeah I'm lame! Well yeah, was a turd lesson really.
And now I'm round Pig's, waiting for my hardcore pizza to arrive. That is all, so toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Monday, July 12, 2004

Alien face...

I dunno why thats the title...but hey! Wow! Well this weekends been great, and so has today! I've managed to pick myself up again. So lets run through it then...
Friday
School was lame, me and Tab went straight back to mine afterschool and we just festered, until I got a phonecall from a very om Pig, so we met up with him. We was later joined by Mon and Da. The night was cool. Once again, me and Tab didn't drink, but it was still cool. Well...okay maybe that night wasn't so good...

Saturday
Me and Tab woke up quite late, so we went into Bude and bought anti-cellulite cream. We applied it and all that jazz, we've been exercising and this whole day almsot consisted on walking around...due to Mon and Da being phalluses...the night was great! I was told my life will crumble to pieces...but I would be wealthy :D...:|

Sunday
We woke up, no shit :|, and we went back to mine, after applying the cream again :P, yes it has already started to firm us up!!! Well yeah, we went back to mine to kill time before my sisters 18th...but Nips and Pig rang, so we met up with them, had a dream then returned to mine.

The people had started coming, and we stayed in my room; due to being scared. Me and Tab had dressed up again, in the skirts and stuff so Nips and Pig decided to dress up too, so we met Pig's brother...*dribbles*...and yeah...well in the end we started chatting to the people, we immediately got on with these 2 guys, Scott and John. I like Joh, and Tab likes Scott! Lol, well yeah, we were just dreaming at the back of the garage. The night was full of hugging random gay guys, one being called Guy (:|) and there was this really nice guy! We hugged fr ages, his name is Rik. I've asked Lisa for his number...lol. After lots of alcohol later (:|) we went into the living room to watch films, Scott wanted Tab to join him on her lap, so she did. Later my MoMmI came in, yelling at me to go to bed as I had school the next day. It was embarrassing.

Me and Tab went to bed, 10 minutes later we went downstairs, then we went out on the golfcourse and dreamed a little more, John clearly didn't want me, but good old goldfish...So yeah, as Tab was wrecked we decided to go to bed. This was at half two...

At 6 we were woken up, by my very drunken sister. As we couldn't get back to sleep, we just got ready for school...

I saw Rik in the morning but that was it :(

Well yeah, Frankie came so me, Tab and Nips walked to school with her. Nips was meetin Fred *George :|. Well yeah. Me and Tab were tired beyond words can explain...

At registration, I finally saw Craig (ultimate sexybum) and I thought...hmmm...so I said to him, wanna go to the prom with me? It was sooo cute! He just kept smiling and went really red...then said maybe :|. I'm not really happy about it...

First lesson was art, it was pretty poopy...second lesson was english, it was turd apart from when Lettie started randomly laughing at the Levi's adverts becasue of the music, hey hun...WHATEVER TURNS YOU ON!

At break we went down Donkey...third lesson was science, had a laugh with Sammy...and I did something really stupid...
Sammy told me to tell someone (who was not wearing a brace) that I had never noticed they were wearing a brace...So I decided to target Joel...so I said to him, I never realised you had a brace, he said: I don't, I go what's that then *points to front teeth* he replies: Oh! That's my fake tooth!...

Fourth lesson was p.e, me and Tab were umpires for rounders, but we were concentrating on the way Jenny moved her legs so often, so we missed out on when a rounder was scored...so we randomly made the scores up...

At lunch we went to Safeway, ain't done that for a while, after calling lots of paranoid little girls lesbians, we ate our food. It was so much fun :|

Last lesson was maths, I was nearly falling asleep.

And just now, whats made me happy? SEXYBUM HAS GOT MY MESSAGE :D

Well yeah, this is too long for my liking, should be short tomorrow, so until then...toodlepipxxxxxxxxxxxxx